SALIENCE

"The absurd man thus catches sight of a burning and frigid, transparent and limited universe in which nothing is possible but everything is given, and beyond which all is collapse and nothingness. He can then decide to accept such a universe and draw from it his strength, his refusal to hope, and the unyielding evidence of a life without consolation."

applicable.

1. scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. submissive to everything, open, listening
3. try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. be in love with yr life
5. something that you feel will find its own form
6. be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. blow as deep as you want to blow (jazz reference boys and grrrlz)
8. write what you want bottomless from the bottom of the mind
9. the unspeakable visions of the individual
10. no time for poetry but exactly what is
11. visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. in tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. like Proust be an old tea head of time
15. telling the true story of the world interior monolog
16. the jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. work from Pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. accept loss forever
20. believe in the holy contour of life
21. struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. don't think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. keep track of everyday the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. no fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language and knowledge
25. write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual american form
27. in praise of Character in the Bleak in Human Loneliness
28. composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in form under, crazier the better

- kerouac

vulnerable

i'm planning my escape.

ceremonies.

you pull me out of bed,

make sunlight.. 

make sense.

perfect.

The last cigarettes are smoked, the loaves are sliced.

And lest this be taken for wry sorrow

Drown the spider in wine.

You are much more than simply dead;

I am a dish for your ashes

I am a fist for your vanished air.

The most terrible thing about life

is finding it

gone.

- Bukowski

always waiting

always thinking the next person i meet

is gonna be the one that saves me.

sitting alone, chain-smoking, thinking of things i haven't thought of in a long time.

i wish you were here. 

I'M IN BROOKLYN!

I am in Brooklyn with Devra and Tony. It is the best. 

Come visit me! 

Soundtrack

A lot of my influence from this screenplay comes, obviously, from memories. A lot of these memories are intertwined with songs. Here's a list of my soundtrack ideas:

Film Soundtrack Ideas

#1. I Love You Golden Blue- Sonic Youth

#2. When You Sleep- My Bloody Valentine

#3. I Luv The Valley, Oh!- Xiu Xiu

#4. Heartbroke- The Good Life

#5. Deeper Into Movies- Yo La Tengo

#6. One With The Freaks- The Notwist

#7. King of Carrot Flowers, Pt. 1- Neutral Milk Hotel

#8. 7/4 (Shoreline)- Broken Social Scene

#9. Wet and Rusting- Menomena

#10. Plasticities- Andrew Bird

#11. That Which Wasn’t Said- Owen

#12. Intervention- Arcade Fire

#13. Flume- Bon Iver

#14. Car- Built to Spill

#15. A Kick in the Teeth- Fischerspooner

#16. White Winter Hymnal- Fleet Foxes

#17. Shady Lane- Pavement

#18. Major Label Debut- Broken Social Scene

#19. Us- Stephen Malkmus

#20. Sugarcube- Yo La Tengo

#21. A Picture of Our Torn Up Praise- Phosphorescent 

And here's a link to a zip file of all of these songs:

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=5e8341e0492bd59e91b20cc0d07ba4d258fd7899721b73b9

Inspiration #1

Listen to this song, this has nothing to do with my winter term but this is fucking phenomenal:

"Better Time" - French Kicks: 

http://www.mediafire.com/?j13zjtumpnt